Birthday surprise.

Was viewing our photos, our lovable memories.
This picture was taken on your birthday!
15th of August.
It is seriously heart warming, just like the blooming sunflower!
:)

Wrote you a card, bought you a cake and the sunflower as this picture shown.
With a surprise that filled with love and excitement!
Guess I was the only one that nervous.. Lols.


Sometimes i wonder, are you still keeping that card?
Or you've already forgotten about it?
Since you are always so forgetful..
:p

Thought of what you've told me, the reasons of yours.
Regretful to say, it doesn't really convince me at all.
I found it kind of odd to me, why can't a loving couple being together?
However, it's your own choice and freedom to do what you want to get yourself out of this self-suffering right?
Being a burden myself isn't good in feeling as well.
You did the right thing to protect yourself, nothing is wrong.
Just that i don't think it's worth it to wave the white flag just like that.
It's real difficult to find true hearts nowadays..
x(

You would never know how much it hurts.